Why treating all women “like women” isn’t such a great idea…

I was playing catch up on one of my favorite blogs, and this post caught my eye. Particularly, this response to it:

What’s WRonG with enjoying the benefits, privilege, responsibilities, perks of being a woman? Because society is not perfect and womanhood comes with liability at times. Well, so does being a man. And we all have our gifts, and the dark side of our gifts. That’s life.”

Of course, I just had to answer.

How about because what is a “benefit” to you is a burden to me. Because I never got the say in whether or not I wanted to be treated that way. Because the biology I was born with shouldn’t have any bearing on my social interactions.

Let me bring up a little thing called gender dysphoria. What it means for me is that sometimes, having my female biology pointed out to me makes me want to vomit. Reminding me that I have boobs makes me want to lie in bed and stare at the ceiling and not move or eat for days until I can forget the body I live in. This is not an all the time thing, mind you, but when it happens, there’s nothing I can do about it. Having to tell people “Please don’t notice my biological sex today, it’s making me sad” does just as much damage as having to touch my own breasts to bind them. Some days, it’s just a very, very not good thing for me.

This would not be a problem, for me, if my biological sex was simply ignored until needed – unless we’re going to actively engage my secondary sex traits, they’re really not important to any social interactions we might have- not if we’re the enlightening, higher thinking creatures we want to claim to be. Animals interact with each other on such base levels, but I would like to live in a society where I get to be a person, not just a woman.

Or just a man. I’ve learned that the name for what I call myself is “gender fluid”, and there are times I would like very much to be related to as a male. Those times have nothing to do with how I feel about the body I walk around in.

Sometimes, I do rather wish my body were biology male instead of female. Other days, I couldn’t imagine giving up my breasts and curves for the world. There are days I want those “womanly” features to be noticed, but amazingly enough, I don’t always want them appreciated in the same ways. Some days, I’d like to get a catcall or two (and yes, my inner feminist cringes at the idea of encouraging such things). Some days, I’d like my aggressive sexuality to intimidate, and bring my intended target to their knees.

And I feel the same wide range of desires whether I’m feeling masculine or feminine.

In my experience, there is no connection between having a more female day and feeling submissive. There is no connection between having a masculine day and being aggressive or dominant. Some days I feel projective, some days I want to yield. Some days, I exert control, others I desperately want someone else to show how much they care for me by taking the reigns and taking care of me.

And none of this has ANYTHING to do with what gender I happen to feel aligned with that day.

I realize that existing in such an extreme range of gradients isn’t a common experience, but I promise you, I am not the only one.

The point is: what’s wrong with the option to choose? What is so awful about being liberated from automatic cultural expectations? What would the harm be in being able to tell someone “I identify in this way, and would like to be related to in this way. Tomorrow, that may change.”?

Are we that averse to communicating with one another? Are we so terrified of finding out we are more than our meatsacks? Are we so ashamed of not living up to what others expect of us?

Are we afraid that without the boxes, we won’t know how to relate to ourselves?

This is a very aggressive post, I understand that. It will probably offend someone, I understand that. But neither of things make me feel as if I should keep these thoughts to myself. They are my thoughts, and that makes them just as valid as anyone else’s. And they don’t invalidate anyone else’s, either.

And that is what I would to see achieved with gender roles and expectations. Your ideas of man vs. woman not invalidating mine. A society where there very personal and private matters of gender identity are not decided for you, but are an open dialogue between yourself and everyone you choose to interact with on that level. A social stage where who I am and how I act define me, rather than parts of my anatomy I would be imprisoned for exposing in public. We’re not allowed to look at them, but our social interactions are ruled by them? I call bullshit.

What is so awful about being human beings before anything else? Why do we have to be male, female, black, white, hispanic, Us, Them first?

Because equality means you have to treat everyone the way you want to be treated. Because equality means you’re out of justifications for behavior you’re not proud of, for things you know you shouldn’t do.

Equality doesn’t mean we all have to be the same, but it does mean we all have the same rights. What on earth is wrong with that?

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3 thoughts on “Why treating all women “like women” isn’t such a great idea…

  1. Can I just sit here and applaud for a bit? (like, seriously, not in a sarcastic way or anything. I seem to really like when you step up on that soapbox — good stuff!)

    That post… the headaches I got out of it… but… yes. Very much yes, to what you say here.
    I know far to many people to whom being identified “male” or “female” or “feminine” or “masculine” is a tricky and troublesome thing (and oh, the pronouns… ), who have to work within our societal constructs about what it means to be one, or the other, or neither. And there seem to always be those who, for whatever reason, are not being given equality. Because it is, for some reason, a threat to someone else. I will never be able to wrap my head around someones choices on something SO personal could possibly be a threat to someone else.

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